So, I have some questions for any who wouldn't mind helpingI want to start HRT, but I have no clue where to start, besides what I've read up on what I can on the internets.Guessing i should try and find a therapist/ psychologist/ shrink first?I have no clue where to look, cause I live in a small city in southern BC, Canada, and the closest therapist that specializes in this stuff, is prolly in Vancouver (a loverly 4 hour drive away)Can any people (Canadians would be a really great help for country specific details) help me? or Provide any other help, advice and the like. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
So, I have some questions for any who wouldn't mind helpingI want to start HRT, but I have no clue where to start, besides what I've read up on what I can on the internets.
Guessing i should try and find a therapist/ psychologist/ shrink first?I have no clue where to look, cause I live in a small city in southern BC, Canada, and the closest therapist that specializes in this stuff, is prolly in Vancouver (a loverly 4 hour drive away)
Can any people (Canadians would be a really great help for country specific details) help me? or Provide any other help, advice and the like.
>>90439You look cute, also that's a pretty bad ass 7 string.
>>90439 >>90438 Does Deceptichan have a myspace?>>90430 Where is that Bruticus from?! I've never seen that b4! Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>90439 >>90438
Does Deceptichan have a myspace?
>>90430
Where is that Bruticus from?! I've never seen that b4!
>>90439It's kinda creepy how pretty much every CD-er(including myself) plays the guitar haha! Guess we're all just very creative and artistic :D
>>90443Thanks, and yes, 7 strings are bad ass, I wanna get an 8 string now though :P>>90448No, never really even thought of making a myspace, and its a ROTF (it was universe but the line stopped so they used ROTF) target exclusive (zellers here in Canada) Bruticus, a repaint of Bruticus Maximus from Energon.>>90451Guitar is an awesome instrument, how can you not love it ^.^
>>90443Thanks, and yes, 7 strings are bad ass, I wanna get an 8 string now though :P>>90448No, never really even thought of making a myspace, and its a ROTF (it was universe but the line stopped so they used ROTF) target exclusive (zellers here in Canada) Bruticus, a repaint of Bruticus Maximus from Energon.
>>90451Guitar is an awesome instrument, how can you not love it ^.^
>>90455>Guitar is an awesome instrument, how can you not love it ^.^Couldn't agree more! :D Now if only I were better at it...
>>90455
>Guitar is an awesome instrument, how can you not love it ^.^
Couldn't agree more! :D Now if only I were better at it...
oh hai
Comment>>89039 cross your fingers friday is coming up, waiting for epic male specimen to survive the ham virus. Just got moniez, and need to buy the best video-capture device I can afford. Idk where to start besides goin to walmart, halp? Investment capital allocated for purchase = $400 GO GO GO I'm out of pics to post =P
looking for graphic/web design-developers. googleme
DICKS EVERYWHERE
That wig is so hideous.
I'm bored so I thought I'd mess with a camera. :P
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=SBBKJSLKThis is actually a video some of the shots are from. I actually do smile, though it's tricky to find the frames where I smile and I'm looking at the camera or in the right pose AND the camera isn't being all blurry cause I'm moving too fast. Maybe it comes off better in video?
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=SBBKJSLK
This is actually a video some of the shots are from. I actually do smile, though it's tricky to find the frames where I smile and I'm looking at the camera or in the right pose AND the camera isn't being all blurry cause I'm moving too fast. Maybe it comes off better in video?
lose the pigtails, take a look at http://www.beauty-and-the-bath.com/hairstyles-round-faces.html. also, more curves would suit you well, lose some weight. then wear some pretty clothes - ghostbusters ain't.overall, not bad, with some effort you could be a gorgeous trap.
lose the pigtails, take a look at http://www.beauty-and-the-bath.com/hairstyles-round-faces.html. also, more curves would suit you well, lose some weight. then wear some pretty clothes - ghostbusters ain't.
overall, not bad, with some effort you could be a gorgeous trap.
Comment>>90262 Other hair styles don't work well, I actually like the pigtails and how round they make my face look. Otherwise I just tie it back in a ponytail. It's less flattering if not tied back as well.
Comment>>90262
Other hair styles don't work well, I actually like the pigtails and how round they make my face look. Otherwise I just tie it back in a ponytail. It's less flattering if not tied back as well.
Comment>>90262 Oh and Ghostbusters is fuckin' awesome. :P
i knew i recognized you from somewhere
So It's been a very long time since I posted. Thought Id stop by again. Kinda bored and lonely this evening, so im going to get drunk, try on a bunch of different outfits and take pics, and who knows... Feel free to make requests, fun of me, or whatever. My yim is terribilisestelocusiste
>>90335Wow moding at its finest <3 <3 <3 Aura>>90347Thank you very much sweetie!
>>90335Wow moding at its finest <3 <3 <3 Aura
>>90347Thank you very much sweetie!
omg speng thank you for posting this thread, you gave the mods a reason to ban unholy, I have been waiting for that for a month, all he does is troll troll troll.
Just here to make sure you all don't fucking kill yourselves. Picture somewhat related, it's some random double-faggot tranny.
>>90445 <3 aura, cute skirt btw
>>90441dont thank me thank aura!
So I know this might belong in baaw but I figured cd would be more understanding.I have been on HRT for 2.5 months. I am going through something that I would have never thought. I don't know if this is for me. I am thinking maybe my lack of motivation and spark in my own life, I guess as a male made me believe that I would be better of as female or something like that. It just seems now though that the pros of staying male far out weigh the cons of transition. I feel that yeah, I have a strong fem side that I would like to express, but maybe I would be better off shunning that the rest of my life... what is this?I guess what I am saying is, if I am having these thoughts, I shouldn't be transitioning.
So I know this might belong in baaw but I figured cd would be more understanding.
I have been on HRT for 2.5 months. I am going through something that I would have never thought. I don't know if this is for me. I am thinking maybe my lack of motivation and spark in my own life, I guess as a male made me believe that I would be better of as female or something like that. It just seems now though that the pros of staying male far out weigh the cons of transition. I feel that yeah, I have a strong fem side that I would like to express, but maybe I would be better off shunning that the rest of my life... what is this?
I guess what I am saying is, if I am having these thoughts, I shouldn't be transitioning.
I'm on the fence about hormones before counseling, personally.My experience.. I'm not able to get a counselor, due to the state of insurance in the US. I was kinda in the same situation as pound. I got a single month's worth and thought. One month won't hurt in the long run. If it's not right, I'll know after this. And know what? I've been happier now than ever in my life before. It's a wonderful thing to wake up and not lay in bed wondering how to kill yourself.Every person's situation is different. You need to weigh the personal pro's and con's of your own life, and decide from there. It cannot be a rash decision, and it never has to be a final decision. If you are unable to find the means right now, it just might mean you're not ready. And I don't mean that in some deep philosophical way. There's no right or wrong way to what you want to do in transition. Like how some girls are non-op and some it's the only thing that will make their life livable. Everyone is different and you need to decide what you want to do with yourself in the long run. I agree with Vyschalla, stop the hormones if it's not feeling right, trap for a while and see a counselor, then re-evaluate later. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I'm on the fence about hormones before counseling, personally.
My experience.. I'm not able to get a counselor, due to the state of insurance in the US. I was kinda in the same situation as pound. I got a single month's worth and thought. One month won't hurt in the long run. If it's not right, I'll know after this. And know what? I've been happier now than ever in my life before. It's a wonderful thing to wake up and not lay in bed wondering how to kill yourself.
Every person's situation is different. You need to weigh the personal pro's and con's of your own life, and decide from there. It cannot be a rash decision, and it never has to be a final decision. If you are unable to find the means right now, it just might mean you're not ready. And I don't mean that in some deep philosophical way. There's no right or wrong way to what you want to do in transition. Like how some girls are non-op and some it's the only thing that will make their life livable. Everyone is different and you need to decide what you want to do with yourself in the long run. I agree with Vyschalla, stop the hormones if it's not feeling right, trap for a while and see a counselor, then re-evaluate later.
>>90352This, my friend, is why you go to counseling. Doesnt have to be an expensive professional one, just ANY counseling. Talk to the same friend over and over, go to a free campus counselor, etc. If you look like a guy in a dress without hormones, then hormones wont help you. Ive said it on this board a million times, its your actions and personality that make you femme. Hormones and breast implants and all the body work in the world wont make you look much more like a woman that you already do. It's very important to embrace that concept early on in your transition. You cant be a genetic woman, but you CAN be a pretty transwoman. If you spend time with a counselor you will gradually address these issues and more! Definately find yourself a counselor honey, you need to someone to bounce ideas off of and hear your own thoughts, it definately helps!!! Best of luck <3 Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>90352This, my friend, is why you go to counseling. Doesnt have to be an expensive professional one, just ANY counseling. Talk to the same friend over and over, go to a free campus counselor, etc. If you look like a guy in a dress without hormones, then hormones wont help you. Ive said it on this board a million times, its your actions and personality that make you femme. Hormones and breast implants and all the body work in the world wont make you look much more like a woman that you already do. It's very important to embrace that concept early on in your transition. You cant be a genetic woman, but you CAN be a pretty transwoman. If you spend time with a counselor you will gradually address these issues and more! Definately find yourself a counselor honey, you need to someone to bounce ideas off of and hear your own thoughts, it definately helps!!! Best of luck <3
>>90416>implying hormones don't make your appearance more feminineUm? Not quite what you said but that's what I heard....so I guess this is more me inferring, but.
>>90416
>implying hormones don't make your appearance more feminine
Um? Not quite what you said but that's what I heard....so I guess this is more me inferring, but.
OP here,Well, I had thought about taking HRT for awhile before I started, so I don't think I just jumped into it. Also, I have been talking to someone about this with "deep" discussion to see whether this is best for me or not. I guess I just sorta feel (like somebody mentioned above) that I am at the final, split in the path, so to speak. I either go right or left from here. Some of you talk about how you know you want to be a women etc. so I guess I am worried that if I have a little doubt, then I shouldn't be going forward, because I shouldn't have these doubts or something like that. (excuse my language, I just woke up lol) I also feel that I am just surrounded by outside pressure not to do this, like family friends etc... but I think that is only natural. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
OP here,
Well, I had thought about taking HRT for awhile before I started, so I don't think I just jumped into it. Also, I have been talking to someone about this with "deep" discussion to see whether this is best for me or not.
I guess I just sorta feel (like somebody mentioned above) that I am at the final, split in the path, so to speak. I either go right or left from here. Some of you talk about how you know you want to be a women etc. so I guess I am worried that if I have a little doubt, then I shouldn't be going forward, because I shouldn't have these doubts or something like that. (excuse my language, I just woke up lol) I also feel that I am just surrounded by outside pressure not to do this, like family friends etc... but I think that is only natural.
OP, it's normal to have doubts. I do agree with what pound said in that being on hormones has made my life much better along with the other transition things. Despite this I STILL occasionally question it and that's normal. In the end I know what is right for me thus I've kept on with it.>>90348That's about the worst goddamn thing you can do unless you're young or intersexed/femme enough to possibly pass without hormones. I posted something quite a while ago of a personal account which, among other things, went into why that's a fucking horrible idea. Now, getting to a psychiatrist and being diagnosed with GID and getting a referral to an endocrinologist would be a good thing to do. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
OP, it's normal to have doubts. I do agree with what pound said in that being on hormones has made my life much better along with the other transition things. Despite this I STILL occasionally question it and that's normal. In the end I know what is right for me thus I've kept on with it.
>>90348That's about the worst goddamn thing you can do unless you're young or intersexed/femme enough to possibly pass without hormones. I posted something quite a while ago of a personal account which, among other things, went into why that's a fucking horrible idea. Now, getting to a psychiatrist and being diagnosed with GID and getting a referral to an endocrinologist would be a good thing to do.
And to end, my new deconails!~My fingers look weird ;-;~Thank you, guys! Gonna try to post more tomorrow. :3xoxo Blonde-chan ♡
Those look like fairy vomit.
Dearie, you already have a thread, post this sylph puke shit in your original one. No need to make a new thread to show off every new fey you get to barf on your nails :3srsly though I don't think they look horrible :P
Dearie, you already have a thread, post this sylph puke shit in your original one. No need to make a new thread to show off every new fey you get to barf on your nails :3
srsly though I don't think they look horrible :P
Tired of lurking so here's a fairly recent pic of myself. No hrt as of yet. I'm still trying to decide how far to take things.
I really like that short hair! you should keep that one for sure, but longer hair would look good too
One more from my late night insomnia filled pic session
Posted the wrong pic before this one bleh
fucking YUM.proceeeeeed.
fucking YUM.
proceeeeeed.
I'll just get straight to the point here...I want to be the "it's a trap!" guy, where I look very feminine where most people would confuse me as female. I like that since it's the closest I can get to anything like trans-sexuality at the moment.Anyway, I'm currently slimming down, and growing my hair long. Is there anything else I can/should do?I don't have access to any kind of surgery or hormone pills or whatever, that kind of stuff comes later when I move out of my parent's house... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I'll just get straight to the point here...
I want to be the "it's a trap!" guy, where I look very feminine where most people would confuse me as female. I like that since it's the closest I can get to anything like trans-sexuality at the moment.
Anyway, I'm currently slimming down, and growing my hair long. Is there anything else I can/should do?
I don't have access to any kind of surgery or hormone pills or whatever, that kind of stuff comes later when I move out of my parent's house...
>>89363Really? My family seems to be resisting too...I've currently got some gastric pains from the change from lots of rice, to much less rice.I find the traps in >>81922 motivating and demotivating at the same time... On the one hand, yay for being asian! On the other, I sense HRT, lots and lots of it.
>>89363
Really? My family seems to be resisting too...
I've currently got some gastric pains from the change from lots of rice, to much less rice.
I find the traps in >>81922 motivating and demotivating at the same time... On the one hand, yay for being asian! On the other, I sense HRT, lots and lots of it.
>>89206bad anon! i disapprove of your behaviour. give the guy his privacy.
sighI've been feeling quite depressed about this lately...The main reason I'm doing this is because I want to get closer to women since I want to understand them more, mainly because I have that "girl-born-in-a-man's-body" thought. But this week has been pretty demotivating. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
sigh
I've been feeling quite depressed about this lately...
The main reason I'm doing this is because I want to get closer to women since I want to understand them more, mainly because I have that "girl-born-in-a-man's-body" thought.
But this week has been pretty demotivating.
Hey sweetie <3First, about the NEWTYPE traps. Don't sweat it too much, okay? They're pretty dressed up, and you'd be very very surprised at what kind of a difference that can make. You're Malaysian, right? Malaysians tend to make better traps than Asians from the China-Japan-Korea trio -- just look up crossplay pictures, most of the best are Malaysian :V You're definitely got the blood for it, you just need to bring it out x3With regards to your problems with women, please don't confuse looking like a girl and acting like a girl with having the mind and emotions of one. You can't really hope to understand women in general just by growing your hair putting on a dress and going onto HRT -- human relationships are a lot more complex than that. I'm nothing close to feminine normally (except in mannerism, which most people do interpret as "gay" ("Alarmingly effeminate, probably gay" is the way I describe it")) but my female friends and I are very close. It's not because I look or come across as a girl, but it's because I've made my best effort to be the best friend I can be. It's because I've done my best to be there for them and to be trustworthy and just a close friend to them overall. Not because of any of this. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Hey sweetie <3
First, about the NEWTYPE traps. Don't sweat it too much, okay? They're pretty dressed up, and you'd be very very surprised at what kind of a difference that can make. You're Malaysian, right? Malaysians tend to make better traps than Asians from the China-Japan-Korea trio -- just look up crossplay pictures, most of the best are Malaysian :V You're definitely got the blood for it, you just need to bring it out x3
With regards to your problems with women, please don't confuse looking like a girl and acting like a girl with having the mind and emotions of one. You can't really hope to understand women in general just by growing your hair putting on a dress and going onto HRT -- human relationships are a lot more complex than that. I'm nothing close to feminine normally (except in mannerism, which most people do interpret as "gay" ("Alarmingly effeminate, probably gay" is the way I describe it")) but my female friends and I are very close. It's not because I look or come across as a girl, but it's because I've made my best effort to be the best friend I can be. It's because I've done my best to be there for them and to be trustworthy and just a close friend to them overall. Not because of any of this.
>>90392Haha this happens to me too, some of the clothes I wear, and apparently how I act, make people think I am gay for some reason lol. I am not even flamboyant or anything like that. I wouldn't even consider the way I act gay at all, but because I am more fem acting people think I am gay or something... lol.Every time I go to someones house and they have friends there that I don't know. My friend tells me they asked if I was gay, and he is like wtf. lol. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>90392
Haha this happens to me too, some of the clothes I wear, and apparently how I act, make people think I am gay for some reason lol. I am not even flamboyant or anything like that. I wouldn't even consider the way I act gay at all, but because I am more fem acting people think I am gay or something... lol.
Every time I go to someones house and they have friends there that I don't know. My friend tells me they asked if I was gay, and he is like wtf. lol.
lol that's a fucking boy
>>90118who is this? 'nene' was it?
>>90230yes, MORE PLEASE! i would hit it. without a second thought. sex would be had. so, more pics please.
>>90230
yes, MORE PLEASE! i would hit it. without a second thought. sex would be had. so, more pics please.
>>90230Looks like SF airport...
I know her!She posted as "emo" on tranchan... she's a real nice girl. (from the few messages we shot back 'n forth)Of course she doesn't post anymore. ( > . > )Also I don't really think she wants too many pics of her floating around now. (I guess these two will have to do... haw)
Hello /cd/, I have a request of you. I'm looking for someone willing to pay for me to become a trap. Hormones, electrolysis, tit and ass implants, facial feminization, liposuction, the whole nine yards. In return, they get to design how I look, and keep me as a sex-slave.Where would I find/how would I contact someone with the inclination and cash to do this?
Hello /cd/, I have a request of you. I'm looking for someone willing to pay for me to become a trap. Hormones, electrolysis, tit and ass implants, facial feminization, liposuction, the whole nine yards. In return, they get to design how I look, and keep me as a sex-slave.
Where would I find/how would I contact someone with the inclination and cash to do this?
>>90417I'm the OP.
>>90417
I'm the OP.
I was wondering because your triptag doesnt match the one you posted with last night if you're OP. If you really ARE OP, then yes I might want you, it all depends on your personality and your hotness. I'd have to talk to you further to know =)
>>90425Didn't realize I had used a triptag last night... Scratches headAnyway, you can reach me via the e-mail in this post.
>>90425
Didn't realize I had used a triptag last night... Scratches head
Anyway, you can reach me via the e-mail in this post.
>>90426420chan gives us all one, its white and goes after your post name, i just noticed yours wasnt the same as OP's, thats all.
>>90428I think mine's actually changed about three times over the course of this thread x.x
>>90428
I think mine's actually changed about three times over the course of this thread x.x
Do you guys miss me? Because I miss you all.Soon I will give you all ass shots, promise.
Old picture is old picture~
>>90387They are not bad at all D:Really loved this one, I hope you post again soon! <33
>>90388wow~ nice brazilian butt :3 can i drink caipirinhas off of it?
>>90387Is perhaps the yummies pic Ive seen of you yet! gotta luv that hot trap tummy (trap tummy is their own landing zone you know =P )>>90389Its old, yes, but its really pretty! This is the pic I use as the cover for my blondechan folder in my webfriends archive. (yes i know im lame giggle )I hope your move went ok, and I hope that you get your job situation sorted out. hugs! <3
>>90387Is perhaps the yummies pic Ive seen of you yet! gotta luv that hot trap tummy (trap tummy is their own landing zone you know =P )
>>90389Its old, yes, but its really pretty! This is the pic I use as the cover for my blondechan folder in my webfriends archive. (yes i know im lame giggle )
I hope your move went ok, and I hope that you get your job situation sorted out. hugs! <3
>>90388nice
Hello french Crossdresser here^^ First try so it's far from perfect, tell me what you think ^^
>>90216> implying that click is ugly
>>90216
> implying that click is ugly
>>90228 > implying that click isn't
bamp
>>90309i used to play that game all the time as child! I always wanted to be the girl with the red-brown hair and green beret :D
>>90309>>90405OMG i cant believe i found sauce! sorry for ADD.... T_Twell maybe she is french, that related?
>>90309>>90405
OMG i cant believe i found sauce! sorry for ADD.... T_Twell maybe she is french, that related?